Sunday, January 11, 2015

Ideas at work...

I am full of ideas.


I am brimming with what I need to do, how I should go about doing it and finding the time and the gumption to do what I already do and squeeze this in as well.


For the last two weeks I have been pondering how, when, what and to whom will I appeal to get the ball rolling?


I can drive myself nuts. It is a roller coaster of highs and lows. I feel exhilarated and nauseous, excited and defeated. All before I have even tried.


No wonder I can't get things going. I am an in my head perfectionist. You would never know it to look at me, or my house. But baby - if you could see inside my head....


well...


probably you would think I am a basket case.


But that is beside the point.


I am pondering and questioning about going back to school for my masters.


If you know me - you will know that I was blessed just to get my Bachelors. It was a miracle (and a mystery - if you want to go back and look at my grades).


But I am serious. So I have been e-mailing folks. Asking questions. Talking to my principle.


and PRAYING.


I don't know how I will do it. But I want to. There are several obstacles. I have many times thought about it and pushed it away as impossible.


But....


Philippians 4:
Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.


So I am requesting. And if it happens it will be a testimony to God.


Funny thing - if it doesn't happen - it will be the same.


Because there is always a reason.


And....


Philippians 1:6 [Full Chapter]
being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.